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IV
At the El Cajon Pass "Blue Cut, " a realization sets
in that mother is not at all well, |
crippled and partially paralyzed, a far cry from the travel
brochure health
established at the GO square in Santa Monica, the ruse extending
from the
palm trees of Foothill Blvd., to the scrub and rocks of the
California desert,
that’s desert as in deserted we learn
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Blue Cut as in infection, old age, a younger more muscular Highway
15 north |
now shoots traffic through the split of the San Bernardino
and San
Gabriel mountains, it sets you down to a sign at the foot of
a random offramp that
reads "Historic Route 66,"
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Sun-bleached pavement, gravel spilling over the edges, overgrown
and underused, it |
parallels its youthful descendant, but not keeping up, strapped
down with its
baggage from the past, rusted rotting car hulks, abandoned blind
eyed houses, a
fossilized hotel, quiet and carless on two lanes, she’s become
a 2,000-mile
museum, opening in fits and starts, then bedded down at the
on-ramp of her
youthful competitor, only to be aroused miles down the road,
wild scrub hair,
rag around her head, made up again and again, limping off-ramp
to on-ramp
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Amboy, Cadiz, Essex are scheduled for slaughter and map removal,
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nothing more than sunbathing skeletons, little to sell, just
a
place to piss, just enough movement to slow an occasional truck
or mobile
home. Like the uncomprehending stare of a sunning lizard, Route
66
looks a mile south to the problem, Interstate 40 like a vampire,
sucking the tourists
by at 75-mph, too busy for indian relics and cactus candy, the
new kid in
town’s Golden Arches cast giant shadows over the old roadway,
Rush
Limbaugh has drowned out Wolfman Jack,
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This death knell echoes to the center of Arizona, reverberations
stopping in the northern
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mountains, oh Oatman shows a pulse with burros and old old
Olds’ in a wooden
town without sidewalks, Flagstaff hasn’t fallen into the Grand
Canyon, but
standing on a corner in Winslow, Arizona is ringside at an execution,
the Tonto
drive-in’s speakers have been replaced by tumbleweeds, $16 pebble
driveway
nights in an empty motel, the first Whiting Bros. pump is seen,
dispensing dust
out the nozzle,
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Two Gun, Arizona’s meteor crater is the only sign of life, the
thing that killed |
dinosaur life a million years keeps the tepees from collapsing,
Holbrook straightens
its string tie, laughter emitting from Big-Hearted Roy’s Auto
Sales and Cheap-O
Care, lightens the mood back onto the 40 into Taco Bell, Holiday
Inn, Love’s
Travel Center hollow,
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The jaunt through the off ramped and on-ramped 66 from New Mexico
highlighted by |
flattopped mesas strung north of the 40, a Stuckey’s is found
alive 187 miles north
of Tucumcari, a good sign, Bowlin’s Flyin’ C Ranch, Mother’s
face begins to
brighten in the windshield, personality reviving in a hundred
curious curio shops, a
giant missile-silo crucifix in Groom, Texas beacons vulnerability
and hypocrisy, its
Mt. Golgotha re-creation shows the three crosses with their
backs turned to 66,
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V
Like the pages of a daily reminder fanning back and feigning
movement, towns and
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lives fall back as we move to the Mississippi, the Pulse Bros.
junkyard and Ireland
Days in Shamrock, Texas, Patti Page Blvd. in Claremore, Okla.,
Marshfield,
Missouri banners a Hubbel telescope replica, momentum and queasy
optimism
chug like a locomotive through a western movie set, cardboard
cutout sundown
shoots a final dull glare at us and the villagers under the
Arch, around the river,
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Normalcy returns, American freedumb hits us like a shotgun blast,
"Drug Checkpoint
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Ahead, Drug Dogs in use," official Gateway welcome,
so what else is new as we
approach downtown, and rolling hill suburbs
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How’d she look? Any sand left in that hour glass figure? Was
it worth the dearth?
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Sand is the least of her problems, she grimaces the resilience of
a baby |
rescued in earthquake rubble, she still knows the exits and
follows the arrow, the
trail now as spotty as Morse code through abandoned phone wire,
but discernible to
the experienced eye, sadly directional.
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Question mark looms overhead, How do the people, how does Route
66 survive?
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The fact is they won’t, but for now they do, ‘spose it happens all
the time, |
tightness and dryness in the throat, "That’s the Way of
the World," booming from
the driveway next door, rhythmic cliche for my getting to see
the Cycle up close
and personal
Thoughts from a tired artifact, porched in St. Louis above a
green lawn, beer in hand.
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